-backdated to before NYC was attacked-

LA is taken. LA is fucking taken, and New York is next.

Fuck this. I'm outta here. Know I should stay and protect those I know here, but Oz can handle Sunset worlds more than I could. Trust her more with him.

I'd rather die in California with family then in New York City alone. If I can get to California in time.

Fuck if I'm dying in a place like /Kansas./

I've been thinking lately, when I'm awake enough or sober enough, or just caring enough to think. Mostly thinking about what it is that's really keeping me here, in New York. School, I can always find another one, If I need to. Friends, they aren't good enough friends to keep me here.

Not like my love life has been shaping up any. Just been getting to be a bigger and bigger deep, dark pit.

Think the only reason I'm still here is Sunset and Oz. But it's not really like they need me anymore, either... Not that they /ever/ really needed me. I'm not food, shelter, clothing, or oxygen. But now that Sunset is getting that whole family life she always wanted, and Oz is on his way to his dream, again, isn't it time I start going after what I want?

And I really don't think that can be done here.

I don't know if I want to go towards skateboarding or acting. Either way, Cali is a better place to do both of those.

I really think I might move back. Decide what to do after I get there... /If/ I go back there.

This is going to require more thinking.

Man, you'd think with who my siblings are, I'd be used to insane shit.

Maybe this is why Oz drinks so much. Look at where he lives.

Well... That was a large clusterfuck, wasn't it?



Crap. Fuck. Crapfuck. That psycho bitch knows where I live.

I have to move, obviously. I mean, I figure I could take her in a fight, but why risk it? Since she's already killed, oh... too damn many people.

Can't move into Beacon. Sunset lives theres. Can't stay here cause she knows I'm here, and Oz and Bridget are too.

I really fucked up this time.

Another backdated log.

Sunset would say don't bother with her. That girl I met. She gave me this weird, creepy feeling. Like she was bad news.

But hey, look at what happened when I tried to date good news. Maybe I need some bad news in my life.

If anything, she'll be helpful for a good one night's stand. I don't really care either way.

It's a good thing I'm an actress. I can act happy, at least.

Fuck dating. Fuck relationships, fuck dating, fuck this, and fuck her.

No, not fuck her. I don't fucking know. How the fuck do you confuse wanting to be someone's friend and wanting to date them?

Just fuck it. Fuck it all.

God, this is seriously fucking familiar. Both Oz and Sunset are gonna smack me upside the head for this, and probably anyone else I still know who was there for the whole Genie thing as well.

This isn't fair. This can't be fair. She's going to date us both, and she doesn't even know if she likes girls or not, and it's just not fair. And I don't care that it's not fair, and I hate that, because I should.

I'm not like Oz. It's easy to figure out what he'll do if things don't go right for him.

I really don't know what I'll do if things don't go right for me.

But I'll just have to make sure things go right. I'm gonna do my damn best to not treat this like some contest, because Sabrielle isn't something or someone I can win. In the end, it's her choice... I'll just have to do all I can for her to want to choose me.

Oz - A month's supply of Guinness (bought with Sunset)
Sunset - An indoor spice/herb garden
Bridget - Underarmor
Sabrielle - An official, fancy looking coupon redeemable for one 'dinner and a movie' date
Zachery - DOA: Volleyball

As much as I know this makes me sound like one of those jock guys, I think the only reason she doesn't know what she is is because she hasn't tried doing anything. Hell, even I tried guys before making up my mind. And of course, what kind of evil person would let a cute girl like that just go on not knowing what she does and does not like.

I might as well take up the job.

So, that was that Craig guy. Eh. Don't see why Oz is so weird about him. Figured he'd be around Oz level of hotness, but he just looked... goofy. Course... If he did something different with his hair, he might be cute. Seriously, what the hell was up with that hair?

What a dork.

Met that... mushy dude with the healing powers again. (Seriously, what's up with that guy's insides? They're all.... Does he even have insides? Ew. Kinda cool, but ew.) Scabbed over my shins. Man, talk about a fucking awesome wipe out... And some kickass battle wounds for the bar. (Bar, skatepark, whatever.)

That guy's a pretty weird superhero, with his... puppy kicking baby eaters, or whatever. Babies kicking and eating puppies? Puppies kicking and eating babies? I don't even remember, but that guy would get along great with some guys I know. And me, but I might as well be one of the guys anyway.

Man, it is not gonna be fun when these scabs open in the middle of the night, gnarly or not.


Been thinking about going back to San Fran for a while. Figured I'd tell the parental units about the new scenes with Sunset and Oz and them being all... them. Fuck if I know how I'm gonna explain that, though. Ya know, and I haven't seen them in... how long? A while. A few years. Mom has been guilt tripping me with visiting lately, anyhow, and if I decide to do the dumb thing and drive, I can stop at Skatopia on the way there...

Though, if I stop there, there's a good chance no one will ever hear from me again. Doubt I'd ever want to leave the place.

Why do I meet all the weird people? I'm the /normal/ one, damn it, shouldn't I be meeting the other other normal people, and be getting those things called friends?

Is Zach a possible consideration for a friend? Hrm. That's a thinker.

I hate that kid. Even if she did apologize. What the hell, them thinking I was possessed? So very much wrong. Pretty good excuse, though. Wonder if that would get me out of work one day.

I can't come to work today, my head is full of people...

I think I have problems.

Backdated to before Sunset gets her body.

Basically, what led to this scene was, Zach came over all drunk like for the spell thing. Instead of that happening, he watched Sunset play Silent Hill 3 and Resident Evil 4. then he somehow passed out on Angelika/Sunset's bed, and Sunset didn't feel like moving him. Luckily, it's a big bed. And now the scene.

It's a good thing Oz didn't come home last night. Doubt this morning would have ended as... however it ended. Nice? Peaceful? Whichever. It didn't end badly, at least.

I think I might have freaked him out, being so nice. But I try not to get involved in Oz and Sunset's drama stuff, unless it directly involves me, and it just seemed like all the Zach stuff didn't involve me much. Except when he took over Josh, but he didn't know that he was infecting my boyfriend. Not that it matters since Josh ending up being a total fucking jerk.

He's really not that bad of a guy, once you get past the... body snatcher, drunk, rude thing. Kinda jittery, but like I said, I think me being nice to him was the cause.

Odd little jellyfish.